as i lay there in a crumpled heap of ashes, i had finally realized that my perspective was changing. the fire that was ignited so violently, prior, had finally died out. all that was left was me in a pile of black soot realizing the truth. with each ash that fell to the ground i…Read more ashes, ashes..
Sooo it's been 7 months in between these pics! Left: March 1, 2016 Right: October 3, 2016 I've had the aspiration to compete in a Men's Physique show ever since I saw Chase Isaacs compete in his show back in 2013! I actually started my weight lifting journey, and in a sense, started my path…Read more Enjoying the journey…
we all feel something different. whether it be happiness, or sadness, anger, or frustration; there is a sense of ourselves behind each emotion. our brain is on a rollercoaster each week experiencing high emotions such as happiness, or lust, while continuing on to experience the low feelings like anger, and sadness. our brain puts us…Read more (:feelings:)
Today, September 27, marks the day, 3 years previously, where I changed my life forever. Opening the door from a dark place and into the life I was meant to live. I accepted the fact I had been denying for years. Constantly telling myself "it isn't okay for you to be gay". Today marks the…Read more 3yearsfree
looking back on August i found some sort of trial of love that was only for a short period. it was a tale of seeing how all these sad, helpless emotions played out and investigating a part of life i wasn't ready for... like at all. i was head over heels at the beginning, but i started to…Read more k.